Al-Fatihah

This morning around 4.15 a.m got a message from my BFF mentioned that her father was passed away this morning..eventhough it was her dad but their family is like my family too.....

Up till now, aku rase dah 3 orang yang quite close ngan aku dh "pergi".. first mase 5 raye ari tuh..my grandpa passed away...and followed by last week my nenek sedara passed away and today I gotta news that bapak plak...it seems like live it so short to us yang still ader kt dunia ni....

I just realise is that I have done enough in my live...cukup ke segala amal ibadat and preparation aku tuk ke "sane"..rasenye macam x jer...not even close.....*sigh*

Mungkin whatever happen ader hikmah disebaliknya...mungkin dengan kehilangan semua ni just a sign from Allah that "hey...that's the time for you to change...berubah ke arah kebaikan...mase dh tak lame jer lagi.."

Insyallah..moga-moga Allah akan terus membuka pintu hati aku (not me..but all my family members and all the Islam people in this whole world) untuk berubah and kembali kepada segala ajaran dan perintahnye....Amin...

Last but not least....Al-fatihah kepada mereka yang telah tiada and semoga roh-roh mereka dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan mereka yang soleh....

Aiya...

Adoiyai frust btol la gua ari nih....just read Vanness blog update kat alivenotdead.com...baru dapat tau Vanness datang visit KL to promote his new album "C'est La V"..kenapalah gua x bace awal2 blog tuh....kalo tak..I'm the one yg queue dlu....adoiiii sedih tol larr...dah lah ari tu miss Lee Hom and Andy Lau nye event kat One Utama....skang ni Vanness lak....alamakkk mmg giler bapak nyer frust....mmg xkn abih nyer lah frust tuh....kalo x mesti bleh msk list unforgettable moments for the year 2011....kempunan lagilah gamaknye.....:-(

...Emotionally touched...

This week i felt an emotionally problem in myself....rase macam betul2 down and trying to sort out what is going on with me..plus having a really damn bad migrain....which i vomitted about 5-6 times and makes my body and head feels like hell.....

And thereafter, i listened to this song which i think gave a lot of meaning and quite touching and makes me fall for it...

The song is from Rainie Yang - Wo men dou sha (We are all silly)...

There are some of my song list for this week that i listened to it repeatedly for 8 hours every day....

(a) Rainie Yang latest album - Longing for
(b) Della Ding - Dear strangers
(c) Magic Power - Doing something unexpected and Had put myself down
(d) Yen-J - A good thing and This is not lonely

And most of the songs are from the soundtrack of "Zui Hou Jue Ding Ai Shang Ni" (While we are drunk).